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Χ—Χ’ Χ›Χ©Χ¨ Χ•Χ‘ΧžΧ— chag pesach sameach

happy passover. first and foremost i despise the following week because it always feels as though whatever you do, whether you be jewish, catholic, or agnostic, that in one way or another you’re doing wrong unto the world. but two days down, five to go.Β  today, (tuesday) is promising.Β  even though the weather is crappy and sad, i’m sort of looking forward to the day.Β  it’s almost at the point where i keep observing the time and i think that it’d be the smartest thing if i stayed up all evening into the morning doing homework, catching up on enfinoui, and cleaning and then head to school, grab a large coffee and take a nap. but i think i’ll end up sleeping in a while.

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today. no tennis. no work. homework…yes. waking up early… maybe.Β  relaxation… hopefully.Β  i’m seeing dark dark dark tonight at SPACE. I cannot wait.Β  If you live in Portland head to SPACE tonight and hear them play.Β  They’re putting on their Bright Bright Bright LP and some songs from Snow Magic for the crowd.Β  I’m hoping my Yashica will be in working condition in 24 hours so I can capture the show on my black and white film.Β  i also feel like making pizza… why am i thinking about food already though? that’s a bit sad. basil, lemon, cake. delicious. i’m getting off track. apologies. st.oc. that’s my stream of consciousness abrev. yes, anyway, GO SEE DARK DARK DARK or die. the end. put an end to that huh.? didn’t i? oh i sure did. this is not artfully narrated.Β  i’m really sorry, but all of my talent has flown out the door. what a shame! i know, right. even my neighbor’s pet bird agrees. i can hear her chirping through these thin walls. paper thin. modest mouse. isaac brock. road trip to outwest this summer. HELL YES. who wants to join?

im going to stop now because i am making no senseΒ  and i also feel as though i may be muttering a bit too loud.

im feeling: ohheyo, i miss its always sunny in philly, tired, ‘cited-‘cited, byebye the awful lovin’ rain, vinyl hours and incense, crackin’ the bottles, zombieblood, fiction NEEDS to be finished, intrigue intrigue intrigue, lurv, dance sesh with invisies?

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