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every glimpse of hope has deteriorated, and i’m once again left to deal with it all on my own.Β  sometime soon, perhaps i’ll find someone willing to help me.

pacifying myself with homework and baking a pie… perhaps.

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enfin's reality

the livin’s easy

it’s been a while, but i’m back in maine and i’m really sad.Β  i met a group of people from new orleans, that i really bonded with, and for the first time in my entire life, i have felt completely accepted for who i am, and didn’t have to try to act another way.Β  i’m not even sure where to begin, because dc was phenomenal.Β  we were delayed a day though because our plane broke down, so sunday, i stayed at PWM for 13 hours before being told to go home.Β  i wish we had been on time, just so i could have spent more time with everyone.Β  jay millz was my roomate, and she liked to rap and play harmonica, sans her i would have been beaucoup lonely.Β  i was adopted by the new orleans crowd, and i was really happy.Β  we did the tourist thing- ie goin’ to the mall and the monuments and what not. but we also went to baltimore and annapolis. everynight we ordered cheesy bread and had a party in 125, and we were always late for curfew.Β  we’d get crunk to drake, and sleep a total of four hours before heading out into the humid wretched d.c. weather.Β  i’ll miss them all so dearly, but am planning to visit them come mardi gras and they’re planning on coming up for the summer/winter. i really will miss shakila, jourdan, joroyd, and kortney. our adventures were better than the majority i’ve shared with my friends in portland, and i feel a bit shunned because they’re all lucky and go to school with one another, whereas i’m stuck in maine sans the NO crew. this morning was really upsetting, i woke up at 5am, and packed and what not, then woke up joroyd and we went outside to talk for a while, but were interrupted when the troops from maine and hawaii came outside, so then we rushed to get my stuff loaded onto the bus, and had a sad good bye together, same with shakila and jourdan.Β  *they even chased after the bus with blown kisses and sad faces* i really appreciate them as people and even though our time was short, i feel like i learned a lot about them.Β  as of now, i’m super tired, seeing as i haven’t had a real night’s sleep in over a week and a half.Β  maybe my round trip ticket from airtran that i got from waiting for 13hrs, will get me to new orleans, if not it will get me to san fransisco.Β  i will do a proper update tomorrow while i’m working.Β  for now, enfin bids the blogosphere good evening!

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