enfin's reality

a little maelstrom

not to be the epitome of negativity, but i knew today was going to be shitty- and that’s exactly how it turned out.  the weather was disgusting this morning- and when i say that, i mean it.  sleet, snow, freezing rain, and hail all tormented me on my walk to school, which took way too long + i almost got hit by two cars on the way up congress street, and i guess you could easily deduce that put me in a foul mood for the remainder of the day.  i’d assume the most obvious reason why my day was bad was because i had to go back to school- and it’s not that i dislike school, in fact, it’s exactly the opposite.  i love school- i just know that i’m sleep deprived, i’m on the cusp of getting sick once again, and i have a lot to do this week.  transitioning back to a normal “work” week has never been my forte, unless you count holiday break this past year, because that got old fast.  not to mention, mondays are the worst days in my week because i don’t have a free period and i stay after school until five to do mentoring.

i don’t feel like delving into why i’m particularly annoyed, and i definitely don’t want to say anything that may reveal the identities of those who annoy me, but for the most part, i’m just annoyed with flat out contradictions- regardless of the intent.

i think tonight is going to consist solely of homework, a bath, some dinner, and bed, because that’s the sort of mood i’m currently in.

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