enfin's reality

a little maelstrom

not to be the epitome of negativity, but i knew today was going to be shitty- and that’s exactly how it turned out. Β the weather was disgusting this morning- and when i say that, i mean it. Β sleet, snow, freezing rain, and hail all tormented me on my walk to school, which took way too long + i almost got hit by two cars on the way up congress street, and i guess you could easily deduce that put me in a foul mood for the remainder of the day. Β i’d assume the most obvious reason why my day was bad was because i had to go back to school- and it’s not that i dislike school, in fact, it’s exactly the opposite. Β i love school- i just know that i’m sleep deprived, i’m on the cusp of getting sick once again, and i have a lot to do this week. Β transitioning back to a normal “work” week has never been my forte, unless you count holiday break this past year, because that got old fast. Β not to mention, mondays are the worst days in my week because i don’t have a free period and i stay after school until five to do mentoring.

i don’t feel like delving into why i’m particularly annoyed, and i definitely don’t want to say anything that may reveal the identities of those who annoy me, but for the most part, i’m just annoyed with flat out contradictions- regardless of the intent.

i think tonight is going to consist solely of homework, a bath, some dinner, and bed, because that’s the sort of mood i’m currently in.

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