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good luck charm

I guess I should start by being entirely honest.  Yesterday was certainly not the prettiest one I’ve ever come across.  First and foremost I woke up on my floor at 6 in the morning, and from that point until 6pm I was in that wretched margin of sensations that is only felt when one does something stupid the night before.  I went to work, it was absolutely dead, but thankfully the people I dealt with were incredibly pleasant, and I didn’t have to converse with anyone too difficult. By the time I left the restaurant, I was dehydrated, malnourished, and sleep deprived.  I walked home rather slowly, and I spent a really long time cleaning my room, because it was absolutely disgusting.  I tried to read but I fell asleep, and when I woke up it was snowing heavily outside, and I got really sad.  Then Sammy Blue Eyes called and we talked for a little bit, but I asked him to not talk while he was driving- which may have aggravated him- I’m not sure- and then I fell back asleep by accident.

By the time I woke up, I was pretty groggy but my headache was gone, and thoughts were being processed relatively easily. There was nothing on television, and I was under strict orders not to leave the house.  I kept looking at the clock and feeling like it was time to go to bed, but I didn’t fall asleep until 11 ish.  Now I’m awake, I need to get ready for work, and then do a bit of homework (actually, a bit more than a bit) and then I guess I’m going to a superbowl party.  I guess I’m more American than I make it seem.  Go Steelers.  That’s about all I have to leave you with.  Hopefully I’ll be productive today, get some work done, make some money, etc, etc.

have a fantastic sunday.



I’ve got green eyes & the devil’s dancin’ in my heart.

SO I’m still super sorry. I’ve really been sick for this long.

I also took a little holiday to boston to escape the madness i call portland. it was too short, and my camera was taken away- so I really don’t have too many recent photos at all- which truly does make me sad. i hope i will get to use one for halloween, because that night there will be many parties to attend, and many fancy people to photo.

i don’t know where to begin, not too much has happened ever since becoming sick- i end up sleeping a lot, and i haven’t worked much at all, i suppose i should start that up again. i’ve been painting pieces all over town, and i think that sooner or later SINE VITA will have made her mark. today i was going to go paint with evan, who is my friend, but instead i stayed home and painted a tree.

its very late right now- only 11:05, but i’ve had my tea, and my eyes really are closing. i hope to start blogging again regularly but until i get that camera, im not sure how interesting my posts shall be. anyway this here is a lovely photo (i suppose it’s above this post..) that my lovely friend bela took. i like it a lot. its quite fantastic- she’s quite fantastic. and i do an okay job just standing there in the photo.