i swear to god, why the fuck am i so stupid? i’m so tired of the same shit happening over and over again, and somehow, I never see it coming. or maybe i do and i just enjoy sulking in my own misery. i just want to apply to schools and get the fuck out of this town. mr. i was right when he told me that i have nothing keeping me here. it’s time for a change of pace to say the very least. i guess i’ll start the countdown for my departure for Vietnam… that’s not too far away– relatively speaking. a great way to start the fucking week.