to be honest, i feel like i am avoiding the world. there is a group of people that i haven’t seen all summer- and at this point, i don’t even know if i plan on seeing them. i am so content hiding out here- living the way i have been. i don’t know what type of comfort i’m searching for, seeing as i’m quite comfortable now. 5 days until i start the final leg of my summertime. i’m anxious yet i’m taking it as it comes. i interviewed today- and i’m hoping the best comes out of it. i also realized that there comes a point where every friendship expires. this one in particular is hard to comprehend, because i know it shouldn’t be ending- but it is. and i’m reluctant to stop it. oddly enough.
it saddens me how close the end is near. this summer has been primo in comparison to the past. but that’s how life is. i am always incredibly excited for my monthly horoscope, and this is what august 2010 says for capricorns born january 1-10th:
travel and educational plans might change unexpectedly after the 20th. Pay attention to details instead of rushing through instructions, applications, and other plans. In some cases, rethinking your plans might be in order. A flurry of activity around the 24th is likely, which could find you running around on errands. Try not to stress out and instead get everything back to order one step at a time.
With all of the attention you are pouring into career, family, and personal matters, dear Capricorn, you could feel that a partnership is wanting. However, while you can’t ignore your close relationships, your attention to career is especially important right now. New responsibilities and challenges come your way and you need to be on top of your game. Luckily, you are enjoying the limelight and finding that others are seeing you in a most positive, responsible, and competent light. The need to discipline yourself and structure your time on a professional level becomes apparent.
i finally scanned and uploaded some film, see below:
taken on fourth of july- coastal maine
dancing and flower crowns
mr. ryan nolan
quebec city, quebec